Reality.

I drink coffee like it's water.
I brush my hair way too often.

I am self conscious all the fucking time.

I don't go to the beach.
I dislike most people.

I want to be strong.

I want you to want me.

I like boring things.

I want to be good enough for you.

I need more clothes.

I drink a can of coke a day.

I need to be skinny.

My head is a terrible place to be.

I drink my problems away.

I like my cat.

My bestfriends mean everything to me.

I smoke because I don't know what else to do.

I judge you.

You make me hate myself.