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TOM

I can't describe the feeling you give me!

It's probably the best feeling in the world

When I'm with you, I never want to leave you

When I'm not with you, all I want is to be with you

You're always on my mind and hey guess what...

I love you!

Hehe.

Books

I would like a million

Whatever... It's fucking hilarious

To Write Love On Her Arms

I want a shirt or a poster right now!!!!. "To Write Love On Her Arms" is really inspiring. Love is the movement :)

Ouch.

It's time for a new canvas to paint.

Insomnia.

I'm trying to sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud, and I'm remembering all those things you did. So I turn to my side and face the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more. I see his face now, you know, the boy I told you about. Now, I know I wont be able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs; the voices wont go away, the memories keep coming back, and people haunt them in the darkness of the night. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bed and cry. I cry for hours. I turn the lights off and try and sleep again; it's going to be a long night.

Nothing.

You fucked it up. You fucked us up. You broke my trust. I doubt I'll ever trust you again. A relationship is nothing without trust. We are nothing. I hope it was worth it.

Fat?

Not cool.

I never realised how fucked things are 'till you mentioned it. Wow.... Just wow.

Try it sometime.

FUCK OFF.

I hate you all.

Sorry...

I'm sorry I spent more time with my friends than I said I would have. You need to understand that I really haven't done anything wrong. I would love for you to be there but unfortunately it just wouldn't work due to conflict. I know you guys don't get a long but I still want to hang out with her. I hang out with you, I hang out with her. You're just being selfish. It's unfair. You hang out with your friends all the time, why can't I?

You know I'm not well yet you still over react and some how make me feel like I've done the most terrible thing a person could do. You told me to rethink how I treat you. I'm sorry I don't treat you the way you'd like to be treated. I try my hardest to be a good girlfriend but that's all I can do. If you're unhappy about the way I treat you then do something about it. I can't keep feeling like this because you decide to over react. It's not healthy for me. I can't do it. I don't know how to deal with it. Your actions have consequences. Consequences that you don't seem to understand.

I know.

I do everything wrong. I am not worth your time. I am not worth anybody's time. Why am I even here? Now I'm angry.

Mind>heart?

What do we do when our minds tell us that we should be with one person and our hearts tell us we should be with another?. Do we listen the well known saying "follow your heart" or do we listen to what we know is right?. Following your heart is meant to lead you to happiness because it's what you truely want but what happens when you hurt others along the way? Are we meant to care about them or what we've done? Or are we just meant to continue going for what we really want?. Personally I think following your heart is too complicated. I'd definitely follow what my mind tells me. Thats usually the right thing to do.

Slut

What the fuck are you doing.
You're the biggest fucking slut.
It's actually embarrassing to call you my friend.
Quit the mind-fucking and make your decision.

WHY.

Why are you trying so hard to get their approval?
Quit putting me down so you seem 'cool'.