Goon + Bondi.

Drinking goon.
Travelling far.

Taking ugly photos.

Screaming at random people.

Laughing.

Being cute in doc's.

D&Ming.

Meeting new and lovely people.

Falling over.

Smoking indoors.

Embarrassing ourselves.

Trying to act sober when seeing cops.

Vomit, vomit, vomit.

Going into a random person's backyard.

Missing buses.

Meeting strange people.

Laughing.

Reading horoscopes.

Trying to make sense of the horoscopes.

Trying to relate our horoscopes to the current situation.

Passing out on the train.

Managing to get off the train.

Being really, really cold.

Going home.
Eating migoreng.

Having a really, really long sleep.

Hello Saturday night.

Dear best friend.

You are the greatest person I have ever met. I am so grateful of everything you have done for me. I've known you for almost six years and you're still here. I can talk to you about absolutely anything. I can trust you with anything and you understand me, you don't judge me for anything I have done/say to you. You know how to cheer me up at my lowest. I like spending days with you to get my mind off everything. We've been through a lot. I hope you know that I'm always here for you. I love you :)

Understanding.

It's finally clear.

MTP - PRODUCTION DRAWINGS.

This is the front of the dress I designed.


This is the back of the dress I designed.

They're just my draft production drawings. I know they need improvement :).

The bodice of the dress is made out of synthetic white material with embellishment - crystal gems. The skirt of the dress is made out tulle.

Thomas Emmett Edward Carter.

I really do love you :) 31-07-09

Stupid boy.

What the fuck are you doing sir?.

You said you hated her and that she was a 'rank bitch'.

Why the fuck are you on the tune to her then?
What's changed? Oh right, you're just going out of your way to make someone else upset.

I hate to break it to you but, you're failing.

Serendipity.

I have wanted the word 'serendipity' tattooed on me for quite a few years now. When I tell people about it they're like "what the hell, thats so stupid". The word has relevance to my life. It means something to me. It's not only my favourite word but it also is what I like to believe is possible.

Serendipity;
ser·en·dip·i·ty
3. An instance of making such a discovery.
1. The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident.
2. The fact or occurrence of such discoveries.
3. An instance of making such a discovery.


It's kinda like fate - a predetermined future. Everything happens for a reason.
You know it.

Fuck off.

My head is constantly rushing with thoughts.
I just can't stop thinking.
I'm so fucked up.

Remember?

You said you would never talk me down to anyone because you respect me?.. You did and it fucking hurt.

Procrastination

It's funny how I have two assignments due next week yet I've spent almost two hours reading through other peoples blogs. I just can't stop.

I miss you.

We barely speak anymore. This isn't normal. I've noticed... Have you?

Unfair.

Remember when you were little and your mum said "Treat people the way you want to be treated?". My questions are... Why doesn't that apply to our lives anymore?. Why can people just treat you like shit and not care?. Why do people think it's okay, that they haven't done anything wrong?. If I were to do the things you do to me, you probably would have stabbed me by now. But don't worry, it's okay... It's okay because you're doing it to me.

Intense.

Everything is a little hard to cope with right now. I'm way too stressed out and upset about absolutely everything. I want this feeling to go away.

Change.

Well I'm not sure if I'm over reacting but I'm pretty sure you've changed a hell of a lot. I want to go back to the times when we'd lay in bed for hours on end talking absolute shit and cuddling. I want to go back to the days when we'd spend a weekend night together watching movies and eating pizza and neither of us cared we could be out at a party getting off our face. I want to go back to the days when I'd wake up to a cute message and I'd know I was all you thought about all day and I want to know that when you get home from work the only thing you want to do is call me or see me. I want to lay next to you and feel you close to me. I miss that. I feel like we never have days like that anymore. Can you please remind me you love me?